QUESTIONS OF CALLING

unearthing beauty, mining meaning, and seeking truth

This is a place for anyone who wants more, who is not content to be comfortable, who seeks a life of truth and meaning, not just happiness.

Here, we ask hard questions, tell true stories, and turn life inside out to unearth the ragged beauty within.

I’m honored to have you to join me.

When You Feel Like a Failure: Befriending Your Sense of Inadequacy
emotional health, motherhood, calling Mara Eller emotional health, motherhood, calling Mara Eller

When You Feel Like a Failure: Befriending Your Sense of Inadequacy

Sometimes I don’t feel called to motherhood.

That’s not something we’re really allowed to say, but it’s true—both for me and for many moms with whom I’ve spoken.

A couple of weeks ago, my husband had a zoom meeting right through dinnertime, so it was just me with my three girls, ages 5, 3, and 3 months…

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Riding Out the Storm: Finding Strength in Life’s Hardest Moments
emotional health, motherhood Mara Eller emotional health, motherhood Mara Eller

Riding Out the Storm: Finding Strength in Life’s Hardest Moments

On the surface, my life is pretty good, great even. I’m incredibly privileged, with three beautiful children, a loving husband, a flexible, meaningful job, great friends.

But sometimes I feel like I’m drowning.

Not the thrashing, panicked, violent kind of drowning. Rather, like I am fighting a rip tide day after day, treading water, working so very hard just to stay afloat, weary to the bone—drowning almost imperceptibly. Silently. Drifting further and further from shore as I struggle to summon another surge of energy and intention . . .

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