QUESTIONS OF CALLING

unearthing beauty, mining meaning, and seeking truth

This is a place for anyone who wants more, who is not content to be comfortable, who seeks a life of truth and meaning, not just happiness.

Here, we ask hard questions, tell true stories, and turn life inside out to unearth the ragged beauty within.

I’m honored to have you to join me.

When You Feel Like a Failure: Befriending Your Sense of Inadequacy
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When You Feel Like a Failure: Befriending Your Sense of Inadequacy

Sometimes I don’t feel called to motherhood.

That’s not something we’re really allowed to say, but it’s true—both for me and for many moms with whom I’ve spoken.

A couple of weeks ago, my husband had a zoom meeting right through dinnertime, so it was just me with my three girls, ages 5, 3, and 3 months…

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Life, Unexpected
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Life, Unexpected

I did not expect August to look like this, to have us going on five months trapped in our houses and visiting with friends almost exclusively via screens, the oppressive summer heat having become another warden, barricading us in our homes day after day as the school year looms (for us both as teachers and as parents) full of uncertainty and anxiety…

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When Callings Conflict
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When Callings Conflict

What if you’re called in multiple directions at once? What if the realities of your life—good, precious gifts—seem to be designed to prevent you from pursuing the other callings you’ve worked so hard to discern and develop?

These are the questions I’ve been struggling with recently as I feel another life growing within me and see her due date nearing on the calendar.

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